The Cab – Symphony Soldier
Shut up. And just listen, won’t you?
(if it’s not working, just click here. Puh-lease? ;;) )
This song gives me positive vibes.
Apat na araw.
I haven’t done back-to-school shopping yet. I still don’t have my uniform. I still haven’t finalized what to bring. I still don’t know what to do when school starts.
I am so lost.
And lazy Maricel is lazy.
Skype.
And because my laptop has a webcam, we used it for Skype with my mother who works overseas. It was the first time ever. Too bad we didn’t get any screencaps. I would very much like to share my craving for cherries pa naman since mama was making painggit.
Anyway, before that, I was already sleeping in my bedroom. So, now that I’m awake, I can’t go back to sleep. My sleeping schedule’s screwed up. And school starts in four days.
Positivity.
So I started this positivity notebook. ‘Cause, well, at times, I really get all negative and stuff. I need some constant positive thoughts.
And whenever I see or think of something positive, I write it down in my notebook. So when I feel sad or something, all I have to do is open it and read.
As of now, mejo cheap pa ‘yung laman nung notebook. Wala kasi akong materials ehh. Plus, ang pangit kong magsulat. But once na magkapera ‘ko, didiretso agad ako sa bookstore. *determined*
Lappy.
Dati, nung wala pa ‘kong laptop, iniisip kong gagawin ko ‘pag meron na:
- palaging online
- gagawa ng kung anu-anong kalokohan sa mundo
- games, games, games
Ngayong meron na, ang ginagawa ko:
- titigan ‘yung screen poreber en eber hanggang malow bat.
Ehkasiwalakamingwifi.
Do not date a girl who blogs. She will make it seem like she’s so not interested in you and that she’s just playing around.
Do not date a girl who blogs. She’ll post stuff about you. Maybe complaints, maybe gratitude. But you won’t know.
Do not date a girl who blogs. Chances are, she’s complicated as hell and will keep you hanging on by a thread.
Do not date a girl who blogs. She won’t tell you how she feels.
What you need is someone who has the courage to show you she really likes you.
Hindi ako ‘yung tipong nang-iiwan.
‘Pag kaibigan kita, kahit ga’no ka pa ka-ayaw ng ibang tao, kaibigan padin kita. Ano naman kung ayaw nila sa’yo? Eh magka-talo tayo eh. Basta totoo ka sa’kin.
Kahit ang dami mong gawing kabaliwan at katangahan at mahigh blood ako sa’yo at sigawan at pagalitan kita, kaibigan parin kita. Kahit galit ako sa’yo ngayon, lilipas din naman ‘yun eh!
Kahit madami kang tinatago sa’kin, pipilitin kong malaman ‘yun. Dude, kaibigan kita at gusto kitang tulungan sa kung ano mang pagdadaanan mo sa buhay mo. Pero kung talagang seryoso kang ayaw mong sabihin, okay. I’ll still stay right here and wait ’til you’re ready to tell me your story. I will listen, promise.
Kahit sobrang madrama ka at paulit-ulit lang ‘yung kinekwento mong problema sa’kin at wala na rin akong masabi kasi nasabi ko na lahat ng kailangan kong sabihin, itatry parin kitang icomfort. Kahit ayaw mo magpacomfort. Sige, basta available ako kung kelangan mo’ng kausap. Hug nalang, kasi wala akong masabi.
Kahit alam kong ikaw ‘yung may kasalanan, tutulungan parin kita para maging okay lahat. Syempre, papagalitan kita. Pero tutulungan parin kita. ‘Di ako nang-iiwan sa ere, dude.
Kahit hindi tayo ganu’n kaclose, basta magconfide ka sa’kin, gagawin ko ‘yung kaya ko para tumulong.
Kasi hindi ako ‘yung tipong nang-iiwan.
Sila lang kasama ko habang nagdadrama ‘ko dito sa harap ng computer.
